Today is the 6th July 2007 . It's 9.50a.m. now and i'am having a small break during ITAB lecture . He's online, in school and busy with project .

I wanted to tell him so much everytime when he comes online, but i don't find a chance to say yet . I feel terrible, uneasy with the mindset that i have not know any bit of an idea whether i still stand a chance . I wish and hope and sincerely placed my need-to-know necessity on the responsibility of a shooting star . I want him mine, by his choice . I wanna cry, i wanna shout, i wanna go somewhere quiet and nice .

I want him with me .

Tell me .